okay, the rules i am setting for this shit.
This is read and write only we can't change what is already written.
This is where I write down my own dreams which make me.
This is the place where the revolution of the fucking 21st century starts.
In a fucking room where a boy sitting bottomless is lying in a room where everything is messed up, there is this fucking mug filled with urine because the boy didn't want to put pants on and go out and pee so he just cutely peed in the fucking mug.
This room in hebbal, bangalore, india, asia, earth is where the whole universe is either going to know itself or I don't know much about what is going to happen but a fucking revolution is it that I am starting.
My name is Aarav Pratap Singh and I think I will be blogging daily from now on this site until my birthday when I will be turning 18.
This page will keep me accountable and blog my journey so people of the future can learn from me.
Maybe my kids as well, but nah I am not going to have kids, maybe I am going to adopt some, well most probably not.
The kids of my frnds will learn from me. They will say dad, look that uncle is building crazy stuff.
Papa look, he is changing the way we live forever and he is advancing the whole of consciousness that we know of.
They will say, Mumma look, who is that guy who is doing all of this world changing, and their mother will reply his name is Aarav Pratap Singh and he is the pillar on which the whole of our civilization stands. She will tell her kids that she would have done something like him but was not able to because of some excuses that will be told to them by their dad too.
This boy right now, is looking forward to change the fucking world and become the best entrepreneur, technologist and fucker in the world.
This man has fallen in love with different types of sex, but he is like his guru and frnd in mind, Oppenheimer, who loves attention, loves to change the universe and push the frontier of humanity but also loves sex by a lot.
This man we are talking about here likes to be different. This lesson he learnt from his guru late Steven Paul Jobs.
This man also has a frnd in mind he wants to meet and be roommates with, his name is Elon Musk.
This guy right now feels like he can't do all this and that he is too small but he knows that is not true and that the whole fucking world changes on his fucking will.
This man right her is so fucking hot but is going to do dinner now.
He is a little weak tho, he is not perfect, he sometimes slips up and watches porn well, this is something he has been doing almost daily, he has masturbated one time 10 times to some crazy shit.
But he has learnt a lesson from tyler durden that it's okay not to be perfect, let the chips fall where they may.
But this kid right here is soon turning 18, 3 months exactly after this blog will be posted, and then he will have the legal opportunity to take everything into his own hands and be independent of the expectations, money and liabilities of his parents.
This is when, this motherfucking kid leaves on a "adventure of the world" a fucking voyage to and beyond infinity, but before all this, this kid who has been a failure for all his fucking life, he must and must have some sort of something with him that allows him to be independent without his parents.
This blog is about the three month journey of this kid where his choices and decisions will shape his and humanities future.
This tale is about how this young man goes on to transform the fucking world.
Taking the first step that he hasn't taken for the past years from when he was born because he was never guided, never told what to choose, only he was told to fall in the shit-ass structure the society has created and be a fucking rachet in it and die like a fucking pig just like his parents, sisters, brothers, and conventional mentors who were themselves a huge failure in life.
This tale is going to continue now after this kid has his dinner.
30 December 2024
the boy here, has decided that he is going to become independent from his parents when he turns 18. he just needs that one thing to be independent whether it be the support of his frnds or from the money he generates.
this boy has just discovered that with 12k a month, he will be able to be independent and live the life alone.
But this amount is just not enough. this amount barely covers him living and breathing and not allowing him to have extra money to put into and run his startups.
So basically this boy must be earning on a minimum 25k a month to do anything in the next three months.
This boy has two ways to do this:
1. Take the traditional path and become a freelancer and do the things that require him to work for someone else
2. Take the high risk path and try out of the world ideas which if one hits, change the whole industry, or most probably will fail.
This is the big decision the boy is yet to make.
Lets see what he is going to do now.
The boy has chosen the decision: as he does not need to work and he is not going to do die if he doesn't choose the safe path, he must burn all his boats and choose the option in which he is shooting for the moon.
The next question that the boy is faced with is this, how many diff biz ideas should he be trying, 12 diff but small ideas or 3 big biz ideas in the upcoming 90 days of his life?
The boy has chosen the right choice: the answer lies in between, he is going to try appx. 5 huge moonshot ideas in the next upcoming month.
Now this boy has been struck with the most important question, which defines the whole world of this boy.
This question, is what is the first idea that he is going to work on?
This boy has 3 days to decide this, 30th, 31st and 1st of 2026.
He has to come up with an idea that he is going to put his life on.
This boy right now has 5000 a month incoming cash with no fixed costs per month.
How does this boy plan on achieving this goal of his?
he has a couple ideas in his mind: he should be looking at podcasts and generating ideas, he should do the harder and better way and look at emerging markets which are small now but are going to be huge in the future.
The boy is thinking what he should choose.
Is there any other way to solve for his problem?
The answer is yes, he can look into his own life and look into the problems he faces and solve them but this I guess is one of the worst approaches that a person can ever take as u can't think of building a fucking iPhone if u look into what problem u have.
The other approach is similar and coinciding with the other two, looking at what market to target and
Also, the boy has this dead hope, which he must convert into hope otherwise this nigga is going to fucking fail in life.
Dead hope is one of the biggest things in this boys life that has been pulling him away from action and taking big bold steps.
The boy defines dead hope as this: thinking that in the future, no time defined, I am going to become the biggest man alive be it in dreams or any other of his goals, but this boy then also thinks, that in the short term, in real life, whatever he is going to do is going to fail.
This boy also has this big problem, that he thinks that in the long run he is going to be the greatest guy but whenever he compares himself to other people, he feels so small and so fucking insecure that he just fucking get underconfident and start thinking from a "Imma support u and not be a leader at all mentality"
This guy needs to change this mentality: when he sees someone else making a product like his, he thinks that wow that's a great product and imma use it but when it's me building the same product, it's like ugh it's such a shitty product and my frnds were right, this is useless and why would anyone even use this?
People are way smarter than me and they are absolutely going to say that I am some kind of a scammer and never use my products.
Why have I been like this?
Also there is this feeling, whenever I meet someone new, I lose my own worth and seriousness and go so deep into the other person that I start fucking pleasing them and it gives off the vibe that I am weak and I will do everything they tell me, it even gives them the fucking opportunity to disrespect me, use me as a doormat and fucking lie to me and make me lose trust.
I can't even fucking confront people.
I am someone, who does not give a fuck about what is the general idea of the society but I have become someone that can't fight individuals. and this is fucking important when it comes to becoming successful and racing this ladder of success and power to the top.
So I must mentally join the fight club now.
So the most important thing for this nigga right now is this: he must
1st: fight all of these individual niggas
and
2nd: he must generate a list of 10 000 ideas and work on them.
2 January 2026
and zam, it's second jan now today and i have fucking wasted my first jan and masturbated while in bed without waking up.
after waking up at 10 am after jacking off at round 5-6 am, this nigga right here masturbated again and then once more.
and once more and he watched a few fucking degenerate videos, he did get his t-shirt tho with elon and his own fucking sister in it.
I hate myself dude really. I fucking hate myself, I feel like I am so weak compared to other people, I truly feel like shit right now man.
This feeling is so fucking bad.
But just the fact that I am writing this, means I fucking burnt 2 days and am back on track.
When they love me I get money I get money I get money.
They love me when I am high when they love me, I get money I get money.
When they love me I get money , when they love me I get money.
fuck the lyrics that I wrote earlier, but this boy is different by just a little.
This boy here is deterministic in his business.
He is not wishing like shitty people that his idea will work he will try to make something meaningful, and then sell it with confidence, because he will be selling something real then.
Then people will call me on fucking Y-combinator and all that shit.
Then I could easily fucking move to San fucking Francisco, in America, far from my dumb fucking friends.
I will be so happy there.
Not absolutely, but I will climb one more ladder of this infinite fucking made that humans made for themselves and later their fucking grandchildren fell into it.
When they love me, I get money I get money
cuz I know that's when they love me, I get money when they love me, I get money I get money I get money.
today, ill like to talk about numbing.
what it is and what it does to your brain.
I fucking hate when I numb my mind but I fucking hate it even more when I fucking don't